| No matter how much you try, you'll always be alone. That's the pathetic truth of life. Don't give me the GOd stuff... Sure he is there for you and all that, but really, I think a human truely just wants another human being to be with them til the end.... It ain't gonna happen. Even your friends get sick of you. Heh...... Pretty sad isn't it? |
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| Why am I always faced with the same problems over and over again? My efforts for people are always useless and futile.  It sucks just thinking about others and rarely yourself. It really hurts in the end when you are faced with the reality of human race. |
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| Just wanted to let some people know one fact:
Just because I look dumb and you can take advantage of me, doesn't mean I don't know what your words mean or your true intentions. I may be slightly slow, but not entirely an idiot who doesn't understand human nature and emotions. -_-;
How is it that the more you care for someone, the more they despite you? I'm in awe of this logic that seems to be true for me all the time. I think I care too much about people. I want my heart to become cold, but like a human being, it's impossible. I will always be subject to such emotions. |
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| Is there ever a time in your life where you feel like your tear jar is completely empty and all you're left with are these severely sad and depressing emotions? It's like, you don't know what to do with yourself so that you will feel even the tiniest bit better. What can you do when you feel completely hopeless in life? What is there to look forward to? And to make things worse, you can't tell anyone your problems because you don't want them to see you as stupid, annoying, a cry baby, etcetc. Suicide is not an option, because that's for pathetic people. -_-;
Sometimes, I just want to keep sleeping and not know the consequences or the future. Not suicide. Just an ongoing coma. I still get to dream about the things I want and could never get. I guess this is what people call hopeless. I resort to dreams because I don't have the ability to obtain the things I want. What a depressing holiday...
Happy Holidays, everyone! |
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| I haven't heavily cried for a while. Am I losing my feminism? Yikes. Have you ever felt so sad for someone, that you want to cry for them? Then, when you do, you cry so much because you start feeling bad for them, because you want them to be happy and for them to never suffer such horrible things.
Crying in front of friends suck. Especially when it's one of those heavy deep sobs. You feel pathetic, low, hopeless, and anything down in the dumps. The usual happy you is completely gone, and all they see is the closet you've always been trying to hide. It's really embarrassing. But, the good thing is, if you have the right friends who know just what to do when you're like that, even if that closet is horrendously disgusting, they will help you fix and clean that horrible closet. Even if its not permanent, at least you got it out of your way for the time being. Haha, its like a friend who doesn't mind your slobby-ness and would even get up to help you fold your clothes nicely and spray some febreeze.
I wonder if Exorcisms work. Are they legal? Hmm.. |
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